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Friday, January 17th, 2003
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DEAR AMANDA:
WHAT THE FUCK.
CAN YOU NOT KEEP ANYTHING TO YOURSELF? You know, you fucking WONDER why I don't FUCKING trust anybody. CASE IN POINT, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.
Don't even fucking BOTHER to call me. Just go the FUCK away.
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i think i just realized that my life is just one big pile of trash. i can't ever measure up to what people want me to be - hell, I can't even measure up to what I want me to be. it's all just so frustrating and I really can't do anything about it.
and i'm so angry when people ignore me. and exclude me. yet at the same time i want to be by myself all the time. maybe it's just the thought that counts. except i never get the thought.
I just wish the weather didn't compliment my mood so well.
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| Time: | 1:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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mayoral candidates came today.
bob buckhorn is so full of SHIT that it makes me hurt.
vote for frank sanchez.
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Thursday, January 16th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:22 pm. |
| Music: | "nights in white satin" - the moody blues. |
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i'm so tired.
i'm really trying to be supportive, and a good friend to everyone, and a good girlfriend to two different people, and i think it's finally taking its toll.
i just feel so weary.
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so today was boring :\
it's nice that the writer's block is gone, i'm actually writing good poetry lately. not the shit like before, it's actually kinda okay.
waa, waa, waa. my birthday's in 3 days.
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Wednesday, January 15th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:32 pm. |
| Music: | "agaetis byrjun" - sigur ros. |
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hehe. i think it's funny that sigùr røs has his own language. it's supposed to be his own mixed with swedish, though. weiiird.
that guy's too cool for me.
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i want someone to hold me.
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hahahaha.
HAHAHAHAA.
wow. laughing wildly riiiiight about ... NOW?!
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i thought i'd do one of these just because they're fuckin fun like that. i chose ani difranco.
( bam. )
fuckin' ignore if you want to. I don't care. I lj-cut it, so get over it.
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so, you care, and that's why all zee grades shall be posted.
( aww ... splat. )
shabang.
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| Time: | 6:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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talked to the sophomore today. i may be yanking this thing way out of proportion, but am I out of line when I think it's COURTEOUS and SOCIALLY ACCEPTED in some cultures to say THANK YOU after someone does something for you?!
grr. i'm so over it.
i feel so incredibly sick right now. iiiiick.
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Monday, January 13th, 2003
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i was just outside. and i really like florida. i mean, middle of january and it's only fifty degrees. it's perfect. just a tiny bit drizzly and chilly and breezy. it's so nice.
for all in the know.
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| Time: | 5:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  cranky. |
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my computer is being so.slow.
anyway so my sophomore was in perfect view at lunch <333 he's so cute.
and ... we had this guy come in our theatre class and talk about performance. he ... was creepy. O_O
anyway so. i feel a little growchy today, nothing more than usual, however. i feel like making a glittery orange tulle skirt.
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| Time: | 6:49 am. |
| Mood: | nauseated. |
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note to self: never drink gatorade on an empty stomach at 6:45 in the morning ...
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Sunday, January 12th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:34 pm. |
| Mood: |  silly. | | Music: | a PBS movie.. |
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so YES my dad won't be home all week next week!!!!
listen to me, I'm terrible. Oh well.
I've almost got my mom convinced to buy me a ticket to Chicago for spring break for my birthday.
exactly one week. bitchez.
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| Time: | 9:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  enthralled. | | Music: | "reba" - phish. |
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Caleb [8:17 PM]: emily, you looked really pretty today, i can't remember if i told you or not but you did
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speaking of LJ cuts, certain members of my friends list need to figure out HOW TO USE THEM. no offense or anything, I like reading them. but ... I don't like scrolling through them when they're like, news articles that I'm not interested in.
( STOLEN QUIZ! )
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| Time: | 2:57 pm. |
| Mood: | pretty! haha. |
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which francesca lia block girl are you?
(quiz created by shelle)</p>
<3
you don't understand how much i love francesca lia books. it makes me want to be perfect and glittery and færie-like. i'm ¾ the way through I Was a Teenage Fairy.
I'm going to redo my room today. Or at least attempt to with $25. hahahaaaa.
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| Time: | 2:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  bitchy. | | Music: | football x_x. |
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psh. i'm in a rather grouchy mood, which i shouldn't be because i had a good night last night.
and a good morning, though i talked to drew the whole time and i think i kinda ignored caleb a little bit. :P anyway so drew kept making all these references? and i was like "OHMYGOD i want to make out with you" but of course, I didn't. it was nice that he was flirting around though.
anyway so emily is very very boycrazy.
jade's a horse riding poseur.
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